Two joints deep I sit there watching the screen and the cup in the light of two candles on both sides: one on the left and the other on the right. After buying my first smartphone I had to come up with screen lock pattern.
After thinking for some time I came up with: bottom left, bottom right then center. Because at first we were kids, knew nothing, we were wrong (in the left bottom), then through your own evolution you become right, on both sides of the word. Then and only then you can get into the center of… everything. Life it self. But looking at pattern through horizontal levels. You first have been to first (base consciousness), finally you arrive at second level consciousness or understanding how things work in life. But there is one untouched level. The third level. I became aware of it two summers back, while stoned out of our minds with one of my best buddies. There IS in fact the third level of consciousness – awakening, or understanding how things work outside of life. And damn I love exploring that. Do what nearly nobody does. Go where people are scared to knock on the door.
My axiom is people don‘t know themselves. I see this as a huge pitty, or even a crime done for universal consciousness. Life is so much more than is suggested on the magazines.
Innate Beauty of Peacock
I just got my head blown. With a new realization, I know you got that before. I was thinking of my friend „Peacock“. Peacocks do not color their tails, they don‘t go about trying to impress partners on a several days of collecting some natural paint, or rub their tails in whatever.. Beauty of Peacock is built in. Nature/evolution decided just for the fucks of it. „Why not make one really good?“ It got creative and we got this bird. A testament of beauty. Every feather‘s hair coded with specific color at specific length.
You go to zoo and you think, what a nice bird. No, dude, it‘s not nice. Look closer. Try to open the heart before opening your eyes. And I miss this in people.
Once in a while I meet someone who sees more of less the same. It‘s hard not to fall in the person. That connection is beyond what words can describe. Probably tears and a smile could compare. Pure happiness.